LESSON LEARNED – COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY ILLNESS

The sicker I become, the less able I am to cope with any thing, any demands, any emotional needs of anyone else. Everything bothers me, everything irritates me, I must lie in bed and watch TV as I am too weak to read for the first time in my life deprived of the comfort of […]

EMAIL FROM SH’s MOTHER

Thank you for phoning me today. Hearing your voice sounding strong encourages me. Your sisters and I are having many sleepless nights over your news. There is nothing any of us can do, and the worry comes naturally because we love and care for you. We will reply on Dr. Hollister’s judgment. You have almost […]

CHEMO #4: I FIND ANOTHER LUMP

Had my #4th AC treatment and mercifully immediately had an ultrasound where the radiologist informed me that she thought the lump in my breast on the right side was a cyst. Saw Neva in the waiting room. She has developed lymphedema and her breast is fucked up from radiation. Feel better these past 2 days […]